They all scream or shout <br />They all want out <br />Its all up to you <br />What the hell am i gonna do <br /> <br />As my mind begins to race <br />Evil thoughts start to chase <br />I can't think anymore <br />As I sink to the floor <br /> <br />Forget them all <br />Who cares what they think <br />I may not be as perfect as you <br />But I can try or die trying <br /> <br />I lose sight of the thing I want most <br />And now I am nothing but a ghost <br />The thing I want so much <br />Has made me so out of touch <br /> <br />They ask me questions to which I just cant reply <br />All i want to do is curl up and die <br />So screwed up and so alone <br />All people seem to do is argue and moan <br /> <br />I've tried everything <br />I can think of <br />To satisfy you <br />But my best is not enough <br /> <br />People ask if I do this for attention <br />A few stray words is all they care to mention <br />They are so care free <br />Being happy that their not me <br /> <br />As they continue to bleed me dry <br />All i can think of is how close they get to making me cry <br />So carry on ignoring me <br />I can never be the same as I used to be <br /> <br />My pitiful existence <br />Will put up no resistance <br />Carry on destroying the little I have left <br />Whilst I struggle to take my last breathe <br /> <br />It's all over now Im dead for sure <br />I can't take this anymore <br />So once and for all <br />I take my final fall <br /> <br />As the ground speeds up to meet me <br />I say hello to the devil <br />As I pass him by <br />Goodbye everyone who was too good for me<br /><br />Eben S J<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-not-good-enough/
