i love you so much with all my heart <br />even when you rip me apart <br /> <br />i love you when you beat me to death <br />put a knife to my throat and try to put me to rest <br /> <br />i love you when you rape me, humiliate me, dictate me, <br />video tape me, expose me to friends who all hate me <br /> <br />i love you when you pull my hair <br />while dragging my body down the stairs <br /> <br />i love you when you spit in my face <br />then kick my chest til my rib cage breaks <br /> <br /> <br />i really loved you that night when you finally arrived <br /> just in time for me to put a bullet between your eyes <br /> <br /> <br />i really loved you when i cut you to pieces <br />then called the police after i fled the scene <br /> <br />oh how i loved you so much my dear <br />as i shed these tears of joy for all these years <br /> <br />i'm finally free <br />laughing hysterically <br /> <br />now's my time to turn over a new leaf<br /><br />elena winters<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/one-way-out-3/
