The loss of your virginity to the one you love <br />you think it's wrong but he says it's all right <br />you trust him with your whole heart <br />so you do what he says <br /> <br />you can't looked into his eyes <br />and when your laying there with his hands rubbing you, as he slowly moves his way down; you lay there and think how bad you want this to be done <br />the pain you go through as he gets pleasure makes you wanna cry <br />you want it to stop, but you are scared what he'll do <br />you tell him no more til you relize your looking down the barrel of a gun <br />you give it to him til you tell your mom <br />and she doesnt believe you til she sees the marks on your body and the terrior in your eyes <br />and now he's in prison and your sitting in counseling talking to a stranger bout why you don't have a dad..........you sit there in wonder and think how this is all your fault and all you hear is that it wasn't your fault that you did the right thing but when you look back in the passed you relize all the things you coulda done. <br />and every nite it plays back in your head, every silent moment when your mind wonders off all you think about are those nights of horror. <br />you loss your virginity and lost your father, two wrongs and no rights.<br /><br />Kayla Fuller<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/loss-virginity-lost-father/
