Daily routine: <br /> <br />Get up <br />paste on smile <br />cry crimson tears <br />beg for a new life <br />yell at parents <br />write suiside note <br />Put on make up <br />pray for a miracle <br />Eat <br />Look in mirror <br />go to school <br />die inside <br />cut wrists <br />repeat again <br /> <br />Daily routine just a rerun of life <br />Rewinds and replays of yesterdays actions <br />Cant stop it life dont work that way <br />wish I could change it but its spray painted on <br /> <br />I wish I could take the pain away <br />and say my final goodbye <br />Cut my wrist untill blood pours out <br />till my heart stops beating <br /> <br />Daily routine how I hate it so much <br />I cant change it cause its spray painted on <br />Criss cross paterns a story unfolding on my skin <br />a rerun of a life that begs to end <br /> <br />Everything I wish not to do. <br />I repeat everyday <br />Just one story just one line <br />that begs for its own ending <br /> <br />One day a new action will be added to the list <br />and repeat taken away' <br />It wont stay for long cause i can only do it once <br />Cause that is just how life is <br /> <br />New routine <br /> <br />Get up <br />Cry crimson tears <br />Paste on smile <br />Write suiside note <br />say final goodbye <br />Tie rope around neck <br />kick out chair <br />and dream of death <br /> <br />A new routine and all before school <br />Gets thats the life I now live <br />begging for death <br />and thinking of ways to do it<br /><br />Silence Dogood<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidal-routine/
