I am trying to believe that love does not exist. <br />Hence for your love I wouldn’t persist. <br />And at the thought of you my heart won’t melt. <br />And believe it was a lie, the love for you that I felt. <br /> <br />How do I turn my love for you into hate? <br />And blame everything on my ill fate. <br />How do I ignore and shut out all that I feel <br />And shy away from the truth that I got to deal. <br /> <br />Everything you felt about me you say was a lie. <br />And I for each of those moments was ready to die. <br />Why did I give you the love that you didn’t deserve? <br />The love that I kept safe and for so long did preserve. <br /> <br />If love is not real then what is this that I feel. <br />A feeling so strong, stronger than steel. <br />I am trying to bind and hide this feeling inside. <br />For it’s something I can no longer show it outside. <br /> <br />If love is nothing but a silly ugly mind game <br />Then why does my heart leap at the sound of your name? <br />Why at the sight of your picture do my eyes still glitter? <br />When to me you have been nothing but so bitter. <br /> <br />Every moment we shared; my heart with gladness you did fill. <br />Now the very thought of me, me you want to kill. <br />Words of hatred and spite you uttered had cut me so deep <br />Yet I am thinking of you when I close my eyes and go to sleep. <br /> <br />If love is just a phase why do I keep mumbling your name? <br />I can feel the passion inside like a never ending flame. <br />You are the soul and essence of every song that I write. <br />Every love song I hear to you I wish I could recite. <br /> <br />I hope this song that I write you will never read <br />Don’t want you to know that you I still so dearly need. <br />Don’t want you to know I carry you in my heart like a secret treasure. <br />My love for you was never a phase, never a lie, it was pure, I am sure.<br /><br />Danny D<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-don-t-still-love-you-do-i/
