I will not apologize <br />For buying the lies <br />That your beautiful eyes <br />Made it so easy to believe <br />I was so easy to deceive <br />When I wanted so desperately to believe <br />You were as perfect as you seemed <br />But it was just an empty dream <br />Now I've awoken with a scream <br />As the walls of my world come crashing down <br />And it's all I can do not to drown <br />In a pool of your lies, tho so sweet they sound <br />But I know now they're not true <br />And I know now that neither are you <br />Now I've awoken to a startling truth, I no longer love you <br />For without trust we have nothing at all <br />I'll stay on my hands and knees so I don't fall <br />And, robbed of my dignity, away from you I'll crawl <br />And I won't look back at what we could've had <br />Because I know now it couldn't last <br />Now I've awoken to another day and left you where you belong in my past<br /><br />Emo Seb<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-ve-awoken/
