I never meant to do this, <br />I'm sorry, <br />I never meant to fall for you, <br />I'm sorry, <br />You don't get it, <br />I know you don't, <br />That shirt you were wearing, <br />Just yesterday, <br />Was really cool, <br />I wanted to ask you were you got it, <br />But I was didn't have the courage, <br />I always wonder what you're listening to when you have your earphones in, <br />But I'm always too scared to ask, <br />You always stare at me, <br />It messes with me, <br />You know that? <br />Everytime your eyes meet mine, <br />Everytime you smile that gorgeous smile, <br />All the walls I put up crumble, <br />All the defences I assembled shatter, <br />Everything I put into locking you out, <br />Falls and you walk straight in, <br />Straight into my heart, <br />Could you stop shaking your hair like that? <br />Could you stop rolling your sleeves up when you work? <br />Could you stop laughing so loudly when I'm in the next room? <br />Could you stop walking past me? <br />Could you stop staring at me all the time? <br />Could you, please, just let me go? <br /> <br />I love you, <br />But you just don't understand, <br />I never meant for this to happen, <br />I never meant to do this, <br />But, somehow, I still did...<br /><br />Amber Millar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-never-meant-to-do-this/