You think I don' t remember, the night it started <br />Well I do <br />I ran away, because my heart was breaking <br />I left a note you never found <br />Of course you wouldn' t <br />You were never there <br />You left it up to your oldest daughter <br />To be the mother <br />Ya that turned out great <br />Look at us now <br />I haven' t changed much my heart is still breaking <br />And I am still without a mother <br /> <br />You think I don' t remember the first time it happened <br />The first lesson you gave me (as you would always call them) <br />We weren' t all alone <br />He was there, that person you married, just for money <br />Another smart move <br />He' s the one that showed you and taught you how to leave no marks <br />For that first time went all so wrong and you left too many marks <br />But I said no words <br />Because you' re my mother <br /> <br />Now all these years latter <br />You are the one that doesn' t understand why <br />I don' t say I Love You <br />When I am now raising your kids <br />When I am only a kid my self <br />I know how I have doing it for a while <br />But its time for me to retire <br />For you to start being my mother <br />And me a young adult <br /> <br />You think I don' t remember <br />The first <br />The second <br />The fifth <br />The day to day <br />You think I don' t remember <br />The ones I have taken for my brother <br />The one that happen this morning <br />Because you think I am a whore <br />For getting taken advantage of <br />You dont know half of what he did to me <br />no one does or ever will <br />You don' t see what I see in my dreams <br />And you arent drowning in the tears I cant cry <br /> <br />You think I don' t remember mom <br />But I do, I remember<br /><br />Mrs. Cynosure<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-think-i-don-t-remember/
