My Heart is frozen, <br />and it is all because of her. <br />She left me here to die, <br />and yet she didn't explain why. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />But today my heart goes into two. <br />After the truth I heard about him. <br />After knowing how I felt. <br />He left me there to fall. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />As I cry out to the world <br />Why? Please Help! <br />Don't leave me broken! <br />Don't leave me here to die. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Yet no answer is found <br />Nothing is heard only <br />As I breathe in and out <br />and my tears falling into my puddle. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I believe in this fantasy <br />That can't ever happen. <br />How Naive? <br />How Foolish? <br />How Stupid could I be? <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />My mind is cloud up by these thoughts <br />of my family, my friends, my enemies <br />and so much more than I can think off. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I said I was not going to return <br />To the person I was. <br />But no! , another wound was open. <br />After thinking I have redeemed myself. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I fell back to somewhere I thought <br />I truly conquered. <br />After fighting hard <br />After winning battles. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />But what makes me fight again, <br />Is seeing those who I love <br />My family even though they don't know me, <br />My Friends they still believe I can fight it, <br />and him even though he might not know me...yet! <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I have to believe <br />I' am worth something <br />I can change if I choose two. <br />So no more tears. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />I have to fight until my heart stops beating.<br /><br />Sandra Marie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/until-my-heart-stops-beating/
