If only they knew how they truly make me feel <br />They don't know what they've done to me inside <br />It's not like they would listen to me right now, <br />So my feelings and unpleasant thoughts for now I have to hide <br />If only they knew that they're the reason why I had my first broken heart <br />I have him back, but it was all their fault <br />If only they knew that they're the reason why I'm so angry at home <br />And that they're the reason I want to move away and part <br />If only they knew that they cause the pain I have inside <br />If only they knew most of my anger is because of them <br />But if I told them right now, they would be defeated by pride <br />They would ignore what I said, and never think of it again <br />If only they knew why I try to stay away from home as much as I can <br />If only they knew all the things I wanted to say <br />One of these days when I'm older and they'll listen <br />I'm gonna speak my mind, and tell them what I have to say <br />They say they would do anything to make me happy <br />And I have found the one and only way <br />But they would try to take it away from me..again! ! <br />That shows you that they lied, an they're not taking him away <br />If only they knew that I just want to leave <br />That I want to get out of here <br />They won't let me be happy <br />One day, he's gonna get me out of here <br />If only they knew all the secrets that I'm going to reveal <br />If only they knew what I'm gonna say <br />When we're together and they disagree <br />I already know what I'm going to say..... <br /> <br />If only they knew! !<br /><br />Shelby Renee<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-they-knew-2/
