Drowning in the deep depths of darkness <br />crawling to the bottom of the sea <br />Feeding off the scum of the earth <br />What's happening to me? <br />I see the knife, how shiny the blade, <br />I see my reflection, and then i see it fade <br />The dark cloud of dust swarms around <br />my cold cold life <br />Taking away everything, <br />Making me desire the knife <br />Death speaks to me through the <br />dark cloud of dust <br />it whispers the fantasies <br />that seem to be just. <br />Brainwashed and altered <br />my heart seems to wander <br />Away from what i once believed <br />Making my mind ponder <br />ponder the questions that lead to <br />more questions <br />ponder the answers that lead to <br />more answers <br />Becoming more depressed as my life <br />fades <br />i wonder the reason why i was ever <br />made <br />i cry in my dreams believing i'm <br />a mistake <br />and about the god damned problems <br />I always seem to make <br />so i drown in the deep depths of the <br />darkness; thats come over me..............<br /><br />LOST PRINCESS<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/drowning-52/
