I hate myself for my sin <br />my one and major crime <br />My body feels as weak as tin <br />the bones much thinner than a dime <br /> <br />Why is this emotion of hate <br />in my body, soul, and mind <br />Is it possible that I can't wait <br />for her and now I must go find <br /> <br />I pray and crave for understanding <br />on why I am a fool <br />For thinking ill of others <br />just because they want her too <br /> <br />To sum it up and thus explain <br />why I feel so sad <br />I think of him in such disdain <br />It frankly makes me mad <br /> <br />Such jealousy was caused <br />by a gesture or pressumption <br />To her he is close by <br />I tenderly abide <br />But not for long, not too soon <br />I will make my move <br /> <br />Such jealousy corrupt <br />can be helped none <br />But heal this I must <br />for she wills this none <br /> <br />The strange creature of light <br />puts me down in shame <br />For her I would do all <br />even put aside all blame <br /> <br />Such a luck I have <br />to be saved by a flower <br />Such a dreaded man is he <br />who I shall leave to cower<br /><br />Ken Suh<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/jealously-my-crime/
