He had strong arms <br />and I felt them <br />wrapping around my soul; <br />and his voice <br />soft <br />beautiful <br />penetrating me. <br /> <br />He listened to me <br />he talked to me <br />and the sex <br />was <br />really my thank you <br />to him for <br />caring about my being lonely. <br /> <br />At least this was <br />the reason for the sex <br />the first time <br />But the shock of it <br />was it felt different <br />creating <br />a dilemma. <br /> <br />I was looking for <br />a cure for lonely <br />and he <br />introduced me <br />me to sexual need. <br />That was not <br />supposed to be <br />in the equation. <br /> <br />Cheating for me <br />had been propelled <br />by a lacking <br />in my current relationship <br />and stumbling forward <br />I realized lonely <br />has more dimensions <br />than I counted on <br /> <br />To continue <br />now is to rent my soul <br />between my needs <br />and the marrige I've built <br />and the children <br />who are my everything. <br /> <br />So my soul <br />sits the fence <br />torn between <br />eternity, <br />heaven, <br />love, <br />marriage, <br />sex <br />need <br />and shattering <br />consquences.<br /><br />Lonnie Hicks<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cheating-for-me-her-story/
