Finding me…is like trying to solve the Da Vinci code <br />The puzzles continues to build walls and barricades <br />A millions of doors of broken images and dreams <br />It truly easy to lose one’s self image and thoughts <br />It like being born again in your soul not knowing <br />Where you are or who you are in this strange world <br />What will I become in my god’s judgmental eyes? <br />Will I become famous or known for good or bad? <br />Or will I be another corpse buried 6 feet under? <br />I want to know my purpose and my destiny <br />So why this prayer didn’t come true god! <br />Is it something tragic or internal suffering? <br />Or is it my path is where darkness is at it strongest <br />Where hell becomes a bottomless pit of souls <br />Enslaved, tortured, manipulated, sinners of the lord <br />Is this my fate? Is this my destiny? Is this my purpose? <br />What I’m doing asking unanswerable questions <br />Knowing that this will only lead in circles <br />Digging deeper in my heart making a hole <br />Founding nothing but blood and veins <br />No founding of my heart of gold <br />Engraving my love’s name, my family and my name <br />Thinking this is my true purpose and the true me <br />Falsehoods, lies and bad influences <br />Pushing me from my goal and my search <br />Knowing that this subject will come back <br />Knowing that this question might never be answer <br />Why even try to think about finding the answer? <br />My response…Finding this answer will be finding <br />The lost images of my true self of a being and my inner self<br /><br />Compton Wright<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/finding-myself-8/
