A wonderful day <br />Gone to waste <br />A day with my boy <br />Who I truely love <br />All distroyed <br />In one small question <br />My own thoughts <br />Brake the sweetness <br />As always <br />I shouldn't talk <br />My mouth should be shut <br />Not say a word <br />Tied up with thread <br />Closed for all time <br />All I wanted to convay <br />was mixed up in words <br />I thought he'd understand <br />If I explained it more <br />But I should of known <br />That one sentence would work <br />Tears mixed with yells <br />Neather side letting up <br />One not listening to the other <br />One not able to explain <br />And in the end <br />Both have wounds that won't heal <br />both made by each other <br />So they can't heal the others <br />Old wounds spill open <br />One will decide to die <br />Or at least <br />See her death in her head <br />Left shaking alone <br />Blaming herself <br />And knowing <br />The demon inside her <br />Will try to distroy her <br />If only she was <br />Someone else <br />If only she was <br />Normal <br />If only she could <br />Just die away<br /><br />Jessica Kissner<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/feeling-of-fighting/
