I'm falling out.. Theres no place left to go, but to release, and let go. <br />I'm feel like I'm done, with all and everything. <br />I'm finally giving up on life, theres nothing left for me to do. <br />I refuse to turn to drugs, but suicide is whats on my mind. <br />I'm tryin to get ME bak, but all I'm doing is changing my everything. <br />I'm falling out, tossing and turning at night, am I all a BIG mistake? <br />I can barely sleep, wake up to the same misery.. <br />even with friends, I'm never happy.. <br /> <br /> <br />Ever left all left alone, when friends tell you, 'I've got your bak' but you kno its not like that. <br />When you need a helping hand, all you receive is careless thoughts, and attemps to help. but none really works, I'm still goin to hell. <br /> <br />Ever looked at a Glass bottle, and see all and what you can do? <br />just crack it open, and slit your throat? <br />across the wrist, no one will ever kno. <br /> <br />Its used to be music, then I began to write, but its no used, <br />I'm on the edge, losing my mind. <br />I finally started to find, what was needed inside.. <br />Suicide. <br /> <br />I thought bout it.. just for a while.. <br />its the only thing to do, thoughts begin to twist, <br />its like a sad story, that no one will ever read. <br />I'll just turn the pages of my life, <br />and burn me inside. <br /> <br />Cuz I'm still alive.. <br />but yet, <br />All I feel.. is DEAD inside.<br /><br />Dislocated Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/all-i-feel-is-dead-inside/
