What is this yearning and burning in my heart? <br />Why did God tear it apart. <br />I watched her suffer for over a year struggling daily over her very worst fear. <br />In my heart I did all I could, I don't understand why He would. <br />Why did my mama have to die..she was only 50...why God why? <br />She was closer to me than anyone else, <br />Now my heart cries, screams and yells. <br />I wish I could describe the physical pain as I wonder was it all in vain? <br />It hurts so bad I can't even see, <br />What will the future be like for me. <br />It hurts to walk to talk to breath, I don't even want people to talk to me. <br />I am so angry and mad inside! <br />Why God why did my mama have to die!<br /><br />Butterflies In My Belly Forever<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-did-my-mama-have-to-die/
