Talking to myself <br />I don’t know what to say <br />I don’t know myself <br />I don’t know anyone else. <br /> <br />Prolonging is what it feels like <br />Feelings of nothing <br />Why can’t my conscience strike <br />Strike and beat me <br />Dig me to who I really am <br />Because however I’ve tried to fix myself; <br />Fix everything <br />My only achievement is skin deep. <br /> <br />I just have to get to know this new being <br />No matter how much I miss myself <br />I need to lose myself <br />So I don’t have to feel like this; <br />Feel like I know no one else.<br /><br />Mehreen Mujeeb<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hard-to-say-goodbye-4/