At my home I am in so much pain, <br />My family doesn't know it but it gets me insane. <br />I sometimes think about suicide, <br />But I think again about the people who care about me inside. <br />I think about what would happen to them if I do, <br />They also love me too. <br />I just hope that I can be strong through this, <br />I wish I could just wash this pain away with one big KISS! <br />But no I can't I have to suffer for now, <br />How could I have ended up like this HOW?<br /><br />everythings gonna be alright<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-pain-inside-2/