The day is revealing its new morning face, <br />And I've disappeared - without a trace, <br />Without a sound, without a sign, <br />As you'll never care. Well, dear, it's fine. <br />I left half to midnight for reasons unknown <br />To make half the way to nowhere by dawn. <br />I come back to earth or I drown in your eyes - <br />Oh well, I've decided. <br /> <br />I'm trying to flee <br />To weaken the ties <br />Before I get sober, <br />Before I think twice. <br />I can't justify it, I'll never explain <br />Why something desired brings so much pain. <br />It's my turn to quit, <br />Hope you don't understand it. <br /> <br />This theme is forbidden, and so is my song. <br />Your arms are somewhere I'll never belong. <br />It's to complicated for my plain mindset. <br />I've given up something I won't ever get. <br />My thoughts are immoral, my thoughts are profane, <br />I save you from me - I'm becoming insane. <br />I quit this false game, or I break all the rules. <br />Oh well, I've decided. <br /> <br />I'm trying to flee <br />To weaken the ties <br />Before I get sober, <br />Before I think twice. <br />I can't justify it, I'll never explain <br />Why something desired brings so much pain. <br />It's my turn to quit, <br />Hope you don't understand it. <br /> <br />I think no one knows what I'm getting at - <br />You don't know to whom all these words have been said. <br />I just press 'escape' - you won't see me again. <br />I think I've decided - I'm not that insane.<br /><br />April Avalon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/insane-21/
