A painted smile <br />is what you see <br />it might keep you happy <br />but its not for me, <br /> <br />I dont know why <br />I do this for you <br />even though my eyes are swollen and red <br />you still dont have a small, little clue <br /> <br />you just go on every day like always <br />ignoring everything I ever do <br />you dont care about me <br />all you care about is selfish, stuborn you <br /> <br />you see other pretty, younger girls <br />behind my back <br />then come back to me <br />to pick up all your slack <br /> <br />even though you always leave <br />even though you cheat <br />every time you come around me <br />I have a different pacing heartbeat <br /> <br />I love you then I don't <br />I am so very very confused <br />I really want to tell you <br />but I dont know if this is good or bad news <br /> <br />what I have <br />is a little painted smile <br />it might look and feel happy <br />but I never want to go with you down the isle <br /> <br />1/18/09<br /><br />Heather Stephens<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-painted-smile/
