why do friends and family <br />think that i'm lying <br />i constantly tell them i'm trying <br />but how can they listen <br />when they judge me from a distance <br />give me the stare of doubt in their eyes <br />no words spoken cause time is left behind <br />although i wish i could go back <br />who wouldn't want that <br />it's every human being dream <br />to go back to the scene <br />the same scene where i messed up <br />i should've never been dumb enough <br />because when opportunity calls <br />it seeps through bricks and walls <br />and it becomes my duty to take it or fall <br />but i fell with excuses i fell with conlusions <br />conclusions of me not having a future <br />so here i stand far from success <br />time to get up breeze and change for the best<br /><br />elena winters<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/time-to-change-5/
