Once again my friends, <br />Another story comes to an end, <br />I wish I could say it was a happy ending, <br />But i've been driven right round the bend, <br />My boys, my friends, them so called men, <br />Grown up into little boys who think they can defend, <br />But when shit comes round they bitch but nothing comes of it then, <br />Soon enough they trying to look like rough men again <br /> <br />Then my girls, my ladies, the smart ones without babies, <br />You have all driven me crazy <br />But not one of u has tried to play me, <br />And baby, <br />It’s not your fault that we can’t get together I know the reason why, <br />My years of problems built a brick wall in my mind 50ft high <br />I want to let u in so much and for us to reach for the sky, <br />But even when I try, I get anxious and start to see hallucinating lies, <br />Just to stop myself getting hurt, stupid I know, but I have to say bye, <br />Another battle lost it’s my demon not a girl, got me alone on the sly <br />I’m at home always fighting so for us I jus haven’t got the time <br />Even when outside I'm fighting issues in my mind, <br />So if I’m distant or cold to you now you know why <br />But ill be back to normal soon and I promise you <br />Ill be making one of you mine<br /><br />Kaspa Richards<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/hallucinating-lies/
