I've lost all belief <br />I had in myself <br />The person I see in the mirror <br />is somebody else <br /> <br />I don't know these eyes <br />there was a sparkle in mine <br />and I don't know this mouth <br />that fakes a smile all the time <br /> <br />I look at my hands <br />and see them covered with blood <br />Did I really hit somebody? <br />Oh boy, I really am no good <br /> <br />I didn't hurt her seriously <br />just bruised her lip <br />Nevertheless I hate myself <br />and deeply regret losing it <br /> <br />I wish I hadn't done it <br />I wish I'd turn back time <br />but this is reality <br />with no such thing as rewind <br /> <br />I guess I just have to come over it <br />and live with myself <br />But the face in my mirror <br />still belongs to somebody else <br /> <br />'Cause I've lost trace <br />of who I really am <br />Hope I'll find myself soon <br />and then I'll be back again<br /><br />jools England<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/deep-regrets-2/
