You linger in my thoughts and in my sleep <br />When I drink and when I eat <br />In my nightmares and in my dreams <br />Every time I talk, every time I breathe <br /> <br />I’m so close and yet so far <br />Are we together or are we apart? <br />Are we apart of something bigger then this? <br />Bigger then this ‘love’ that’s only see through the mist <br /> <br />Do you realise how hard it is <br />Walking up these lonely stairs <br />Knowing that when you reach the top <br />There’s going to be no-one there that cares <br /> <br />Friends is maybe all we’re supposed to be <br />The truth is, you’ll never be close to me <br />I feel you should have made the most of me <br />Regret it when the world decides to dispose of me <br /> <br />But the game has been settled, I’ve heard the score <br />The rejections have hurt I can’t take many more <br />I have lost, I have lost and furthermore <br />I don’t want to wake up on my own anymore<br /><br />Bilal Raja<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/grace-23/
