You've been given a 2nd chance, something not many of us get <br />Your life could have been taken, yet you still have the gift of breath <br />I was hoping that this would wake you up... <br />Possibly open your eyes so that you'd finally see <br />All the destruction and chaos you've brought to my life <br />All the scars and pain that you've left on me <br />A simple phone call was all it took <br />To make me simply toss all the memories aside <br />I cried so many tears and gathered so many tears <br />Because I didn't know if you lived or died <br />I was by your bedside at night and at day <br />Hoping this would change you...huh, stupid me <br />I waited only to be disappointed again <br />The gentle brother I once knew had not returned to me <br />Once again, I'm imprisoned in hurt and misery <br />You still disappiont, discourage, hurt and scar me, like you always have <br />I want my brother back..the real one.. not you <br />But I guess I'm asking too much..my brother I'll never have <br />We use to be tight, you and me <br />I had your back and you had mine <br />But that was the old you..he's gone.. <br />And it's the old brother I'll never find <br />So here I am, imprisoned in betrayel and hurt <br />There appears to be no way out of these chains to which I'm bound <br />I've lost hope in the return of my old brother <br />He is forever lost...and will never be found<br /><br />Shelby Renee<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forever-lost-8/
