i see myself in a casket <br />got so much time to reminisce <br />while i sit here in abyss <br />i wonder if heaven really exist <br />trying to be a confidence man <br />but nothing to show when shi hits the fan <br />Absence makes the heart grow fonder <br />i guess i'm on earth just to wander <br />this is everything i am <br />i feel left out like kazakhstan <br />cause no one cares for me <br />Ashes to ashes dust to dust <br />all the feelings i had just combust <br />say goodbye to all the trust <br />for all the people i know <br />got no one to bestow <br />heartless but i so keep a smile on my face although <br />they tell me Beauty is in the eye of the beholder <br />every single day life seems to get colder <br />trying get power and money By any means possible <br />i Bury my head in the sand <br />cause i Refuse to confront or acknowledge a problem <br />its hard to make you understand <br />stress is stuck to me like a wrist band <br />The darkest hour is just before the dawn <br />will anyone care when i'm gone<br /><br />Mara SalvatruchaDemon<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-darkest-hour-is-just-before-the-dawn/