Darkness closing in on my soul... <br />Evil consuming my heart... <br />Thirst unbareable and the screams unreal and never-ending... <br />Surrounded by Death and Darkness... <br />Sorrow and Missery is the heart of my party and im the Death of The Game... <br />Watching those i love die before my very eyes... <br />Can't stop the death i cause... <br />Can't control the thirst... <br />This is not a phase, but a way of life that i simply cannot escape.... <br />I Hate it with every breath i take and every piece of my shattered black heart.... <br />Wat hurts the most is that no matter wat i do, my way of life will never change... <br />I must sin to live... <br />I wish to die, but only to find that im now alive... <br />My Fate is to live in sin and the Blood and Darkness shall begin...<br /><br />Black Rose Night<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-way-of-life-that-i-can-t-change/
