I'm dreading this christmas, <br />without you here, <br />maybe i'll get off my head, <br />on wine and beer, <br />bollocks to all that festive spirit, <br />and good cheer, <br />i wish you would've thought, <br />about what you would be missing, <br />i wish you would've stopped, <br />and just listened, <br />remember the day, <br />you stared at my face, <br />told me you 'hated me' <br />you looked at me in disgrace, <br />what did i do, <br />to turn you against me? <br />you don't even realise, <br />how much you've hurt me! <br />and it's not just me, <br />its my brother and dad, <br />christmas's should be happy, <br />but this one, <br />will be sad! <br /> <br /> <br />* written just before christmas '08 my first christmas without my mum!<br /><br />Emma Jane Rae<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/at-christmas-time/
