I just feel so down <br />I only frown <br />I have no smile left <br />Depression is a theft <br />I hate that I feel this way <br />I wish my feelings will go away <br />But I guess they're here to stay <br />I feel like I don't care <br />But I swear <br />That I can't bare <br />To be without feelings <br />And my heart isn't healing <br />Like it should <br />But I would <br />Do anything to take the pain away <br />I'd do it today <br />I wish I could talk about it <br />But my parent's would throw a fit <br />If they found out my reasons <br />It's just not the right season <br />To tell them how I feel <br />But I'll make you a deal <br />I'll tell you <br />If you believe it's true <br />Do you? <br />Good because you should <br />Now I could <br />Tell you all about it <br />But please don't throw a fit <br />It's because of my dad <br />He makes me so sad <br />And then he gets mad <br />At me for nothing <br />And I'd do anything <br />To make him proud of me <br />But he can't see <br />That I try too hard <br />I play the wrong card <br />Because he has no clue <br />That I'm sick with the depression flu <br />And my mom <br />Tries to play dumb <br />She says she'll love me no matter what <br />But she still treats me like a mut <br />I still have feelings <br />Even if my heart isn't healing <br />I can still feel the pain <br />That they're making me gain <br />I want you to accept me <br />But you can't see <br />That I am what I am <br />And you side with them <br />And you don't accept me <br />I just want to be me <br />And I want them to love me <br />I wanna make them proud of me! <br /> <br />*(A poem that tells so many secrets of mine, A poem where my parents wished they weren't mine, A poem that proves I'm not fine.) *<br /><br />Magic What'sHerName<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/depression-x/
