I'm lying with you in a bed with white sheets <br />We are just lying there, talking <br />I reach under the matress, while you start to fall asleep <br /> <br />The night is slowly drifting with the smell of roses and sound of birds chirping <br />I reach for the one thing, that will end your hurting me <br />The one thing to put a stop to this pain and suffering <br />The dagger my father gave me, on his death bed <br /> <br />The blanket is red, so it won't make a difference <br /> <br />I raise the dagger and aim for your heart, to make you die quicker <br />I listen for your last breathe and the beat your heart makes <br /> <br />As I run, run out the door into the forrest, <br />I can't stop crying, I never cry <br />If I didn't love you, then why am I crying <br /> <br />I didn't need any more suffering and the wreched pain you caused me <br />The trees whipping past me, <br />My dress blowing like a leaf caught in the wind <br /> <br />The snow, cold under my bare feet, is white as can be <br />The blood on my hands is dripping slowly, making a path <br />As the stars are slowly being erased from the sky <br />I am closer to the temple <br />The temple I can hide and let my fears go <br /> <br />One thing I am sure <br />I cannot go back to that house <br />The house that I used to know <br />With his body lying on the bed, <br />With blood falling to the floor<br /><br />Shelby Jasmin Estrada<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-night-i-could-not-love-you-anymore/
