I quiver, the day is here an no time is left. <br />when heavens will fall, when life is bereft <br />in despair I craze, must I part with my bliss? <br />wounded my heart; aches for the slaking kiss <br /> <br />woe to me; o why did I love my only friend. <br />twinge lurks in every shadow; times to an end. <br />My misery unheard; why should it so descend, <br />its farewell then? that's fate? Can't we pretend? <br /> <br />I'll befuddle, stare the roof in an empty bed. <br />punishing my ears; straining for your tread, <br />yearn for your gleaming eyes, to hold your hand <br />lingering memories, empty fists an shifting sand <br /> <br />O' I breathe your smile, softly call your name, <br />days an nights merge to mingle with your frame <br />my life forever changed never to be the same <br />I wish you knew dear, that this isn't just a game <br /> <br />lucky I am to have felt this intense emotion. <br />to remain my obsession, my life's only notion, <br />I writhe and consume what we could be together. <br />Wafting of a breeze the feel of a silky feather <br /> <br />Times flown; my hair graying my soul is fraying <br />you across oceans, I impaled, alone, slaying <br />Solace In memories or pretense in praying <br />Gaping, aping, numbed an silent yet saying <br /> <br />You smile to me through the world of flowers <br />Shine an gleam at me in the vastness of stars <br />you brighten each year with the colors of spring <br />lend your sweet incense to each an every thing <br /> <br />I've felt you in blistering deserts in gales an pouring rain <br />As events drag my body and make me go insane <br />Forever I relive goodbyes an feel the wrenching pain, <br />If I had the gift of lives, I would love you again an again! <br /> <br />(Islamabad) <br />(Sunday, April 05,2009)<br /><br />saadat tahir<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/again-and-again-lothario-s-lisp/