I arrived home in a state of euphoria, <br />now my life had changed, <br />I did not know how, only <br />I was a different person <br />distrustful of my mind, <br />vulnerable to its power to hurt, <br />as though someone else was in my head, <br />thinking my thoughts, <br />just how could one man feel so little <br />and yet make me feel so much, <br />and inflict so much pain.. <br />til i could no longer control my lust of him, <br />than my need to eat or sleep, <br />all the emblems of my distress, <br />may the devil help me to hide them now.<br /><br />crybaby clark<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/m-pain/
