I hate how I loved you <br />I hate how I felt <br />I hate everything you said <br />That made my heart melt <br /> <br />I hate what you did <br />I hate how I hurt <br />I hate how you left me <br />Alone to die in the dirt <br /> <br />I hate how I let you in <br />And watched you steal my heart <br />I hate how much you put me through <br />I hate how much I cried <br /> <br />I hate how I try to hate you <br />I hate it that I can't <br />I hate it that I miss you <br />Even though you don't <br /> <br />I hate how I still love you <br />I hate how I still care <br />But most of all I hate it <br />That you are no longer here<br /><br />Nicholas Jones<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-47/