I need some sort of contemplation to keep me alive <br />You say I’m too attached <br />F*** that we could break at anytime I wanted <br />Being attached hurts too bad <br />U tell me I think relationships last forever <br />What gave you a clue that I ever thought that? <br />This was over before it ever began <br />Our love is like a triggered gun ready to go off at anytime <br />Self-mutilation the only way to give up this pain <br />He who hesitates his loss will be left behind <br />I know I’m craving you but I don’t want you back <br />This is my eleventh hour <br />My crucifixion ready to begin <br />I’m finally in the driver’s seat <br />Meticulous about where I want to go<br /><br />Emily Sleator aka Katastrophic Kyte3 NopyGirrl<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/contemplation-all-i-have-ever-wanted/
