I wanna feel the nail go thru my hand <br />I wanna feel the thorns go through my skin <br />I wanna feel what you feel when i commit a sin <br />I wanna be mocked and spit on <br />I wanna be pushed and thru down <br />I wanna be the one on that cross <br />I wanna be the one who saves the lost <br />Hands spread open wide <br />Why did you die for me? <br />Please tell me why? <br />When i sin every day and tell many lies <br />When im jealous of many when i have to much pride <br />When i had an abortion <br />When i made you cry <br />When i hurt my parents <br />When i wanted to die <br />Throw me on that cross <br />Leave scars on my back <br />Put a crown of thorns on my head <br />And if i scream dont you take me off <br />Im not worthy to be loved <br />Im not worthy to be a part of someone high above <br />What you did for me i guess ill never feel <br />What you did for me i believe it's real <br />Im sorry for not being the christian i was suppsed to be <br />Im sorry for not remembering what you did for me <br />So if i ever make you cry and make you feel regrets <br />For dieing and on the third day rising again <br />And if i ever doubt you or feel that you are false <br />Send me a set of nails and throw me on that cross<br /><br />Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....i promise im normal<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sorry-for-not-remembering-what-you-did-for-me/
