So now that I've decided to move on <br />let me be the first to say <br />its not easy at all <br />pain it causes every day <br /> <br />Im trying to stay far from you <br />In your way to not look <br />But its not easy <br />for you were the drug that had me hooked <br /> <br />But I'm so proud of myself <br />for having the strength for goodbye <br />But its not easy <br />getting over your lies <br /> <br />I admit I do miss you <br />your in my thoughts every once in a while <br />Because its not easy <br />to forget your wonderful smile <br /> <br />I'll keep you as a friend <br />But for that my feelings must change <br />But its not easy <br />living with such derange <br /> <br />Its not easy letting go <br />Its not easy having to forget <br />Its not easy seeing you <br />Its not easy living with regret<br /><br />Silent Speaker<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/its-not-easy/
