i dont know who i am, <br />i dont know why im here, <br />i dont know if theres a way, <br />i dont know the meaning. <br /> <br />i look around, <br />i fall to the ground. <br />i get back up, <br />not to 'fess up. <br /> <br />i try to tell you, <br />why i am so blue. <br />but you would just laugh, <br />not thinking its that bad. <br /> <br />i think about the messes, <br />when i never confess. <br />i start to cry, <br />when there's none to defy. <br /> <br />i sit when i lie, <br />i laugh when i try. <br />theres no one to say, <br />or even to portray. <br /> <br />i imagine me coming home, <br />just so i wont be alone. <br />i feel so confused, <br />when i tell the truth. <br /> <br />the sense i make, <br />is complex as a cake. <br />i can never be understood, <br />when i hide under the hood. <br /> <br />i dont know who i am, <br />i dont know why im here, <br />i dont know if theres a way, <br />i dont know the meaning.<br /><br />Heather Cropper<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-don-t-know-61/