finding yourself is a challenge <br />as for me i lost interest in who i really am <br />due to lack of socialism and insecurities <br />i've driven my self into ridiculous scenerios <br />which obviously wasn't interesting to me at all <br />i have engaged in conversations above my character <br />i have tried to mutate my personality to become like <br />those whose life seemed to be as perfect and inviting <br />when really it was as cruel, and pitiful as the green river killer <br />so i ask myself this question. ' is being different pitiful or exciting'? <br /> <br />MY ANSWER: 'i'm happy..........what could be more exciting than that'.<br /><br />elena winters<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lesson-learned-11/
