saddness crowned with perfect grace; <br />desperation and injustice it embrace, <br />lying on the floor, lost and insecure; <br />no more negativity i can endure <br />walking lonely inside of haze, <br />through that foggy never ending maze... <br />seeking any face along the place <br />and familiarity through change i chase <br />soaking and drowning my self in the rain <br />totally hurt and drenched in my pain <br />while losing my mind seems perfectly sane <br />and self resentment is the only thing i can gain <br />traped in vicious circles of infidelity; <br />feelings lost all its authenicity and all its ability; <br />when there was no way back and you were inevitably gone <br />i sat there helpless watching my life, my actions become undone <br />so full of disgrace, stained with shame <br />my dreams are lame and no one but me to blame <br />the vicariuos life of mine is pure insanity <br />and the burden of my guilt to all remains vanity......<br /><br />rowan ahmed<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/melancholy-24/
