In the magnanimous motions of the occult <br />I seek a god so dark <br /> I feel the divinity in me die <br /> The searing of flesh, the numbing of soul <br />The violin strings wail, the plight of a hunted whale <br />. <br />The dark oceans of love hide <br />The beautiful. Black pearl of envy <br /> Yes I envy her. <br />A world in which in she is one <br />In a world where I am none <br />Her harvest of friends, caring <br />My perpetual drought, scaring <br />Even Her sentences are poems <br />When My words are abuses <br />In her minority she finds happiness <br />Even in opium I devoid of ecstasy <br /> <br />This world of queer <br /> The solution for me in beer <br />Lonely days, loveless nights <br />Dawn is dusk and dusk is night <br />I live in eternal fright <br />Jealousy is my freight <br />An only in death I have my flight <br />In me there is no fight <br />I have no arms for war <br /> But sure I won’t see heaven <br />My torture for her shall end with my life <br />Afterlife of heaven for her? Yes I am sure <br />So I make it hell down here <br />For her, my beautiful wife. Ha ha<br /><br />jathin aka jesuzz<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-better-half-5/
