she hits, <br />i bleed, <br />my life is nothing to her, <br />I'm useless to her, <br />unless she wants something, <br />the pain is unbearable, <br />every hit is another piece of my heart shattered, <br />i may be her daughter, <br />but i hate her with a passion, <br />she's done this one too many times, <br />my life is f***ed, <br />my mind is nothing, <br />i feel useless, <br />like she's using me for a punching bag, <br />my eyes begin to drag, <br />afraid to look into her eyes, <br />and get hit once more, <br />the bruses ache, <br />the pain in my head gets greater, <br />my life is only dirt to her, <br />like she can just brush me off, <br />she is my own mother, <br />but my personal demon as well, <br />i dispise her now, <br />because she makes me feel useless. <br /> <br /> <br />this poem is real, it is basically my feelings in words.. it was very hard for me to write this.... i cried for several hours after it was written.: (<br /><br />Alicia Roseberry<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/abuse-38/
