Burning thoughts of sorrow and pain. <br />I'm not sure how to face the pain in my heart and the burning of my soul. <br />I need to unfold and hold myself together. <br />I'm falling apart. <br />Starting with my heart and ending with the soul. <br />Embracing the fear. <br />Hating it's toll. <br />Hating the thought of creating these thoughts in my mind. <br />The thoughts of being torn down by fate and burned by time. <br />The trail of sorrow blackens my heart. <br />It's tearing me apart. <br />I hate this part. <br />Over and over it slashes my mind with huge gashes of black. <br />Making the darkness come back. <br />The darkness i once banished from my mind is corrupting my heart and blackening my soul. <br />Once again hating it's toll. <br />How can i escape from this missery? ? ? <br />Why can't i just be happy? ? ? <br />I found u and u make me complete and yet i'm not happy..... <br />How can this be? ? <br />I found what i have been searching my eternal life for and now sorrow and pain is crashing down on me like acid rain! ! ! ! ! <br />Why? ? <br />Why can't i just be happy? ? ? <br />Am i truly cursed to remain alone? ? ? <br />Am i cursed to remain burned with the gashes of sorrow? ? ? <br />I don't know....? ? ?<br /><br />Black Rose Night<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/comming-down-from-happiness/
