Things have changed so much.................... <br /> <br />Things have changed so much, <br />Yet I still long for your touch. <br />Why am I still here? <br />Suffering, <br />Needing, <br />Desiring, <br />Crying for you. <br /> <br />Where is the solace in my life? <br />Where is the voice that I used to hear call out to me? <br />Where is the love I thought I would never loose? <br /> <br />Things have changed so much… <br /> <br />Sometimes I still hear you, <br />Feel you, <br />Miss you, <br />Long for you, <br />But you are not really there, only in my mind. <br /> <br />Things have changed so much… <br /> <br />Serenity departed, now consumes me. <br />I know no love, <br />No happiness, <br />No dreams of that which is to become, <br />Of me, <br />Of you, <br />Of us… <br /> <br />Things have changed so much. <br /> <br />Invisible I wish to be, <br />So the people around me will not see, <br />How odd, <br />How sad, <br />How desperate I’ve become. <br /> <br />Things have changed so much. <br /> <br />I’ve died on the inside, <br />No heart to break, <br />No heart to heal over time. <br />I am lost without you. <br />You completed me, <br />But now I am alone <br /> <br />Things have changed so much. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />(may 2009)<br /><br />fawzia zie<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/things-have-changed-so-much/