I can't see criss-cross crust of market-cooked pie <br />Without imagining hands held and once again wondering why. <br />Shivering in excitement, <br />I buy the pie and more <br />Eating ice cream always soothes my heart's open sore. <br /> <br />Sighing hard as I head home <br />Sighing so hard my collar bone cracks <br />as if I might explode. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />In wonder: <br />Am I in love again? <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Now, sprawled on my bed <br />Attention paid to fan above <br />Lights dancing in celebratory shows <br />against the darkness dangling <br />over my head's hanging wisps <br />As if in gaiety. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Will my friends and family find me finally <br />Resting my heart agreeing: <br />Peaceful inside, a happy tortoise hiding <br />Tacit acceptance of life’s biting <br />In love....... <br />I may be or may be not.... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Date: 15/05/'09 <br />Time: 00: 35<br /><br />Mahfooz Ali<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/font-color-black-b-am-i-in-love-again-may-be-or-may-be-not/