I sit back and think of ways, <br />That I can take back all the days <br />That we have spent in anger and in rage. <br /> <br />I dwell on the I'm sorry's and the fighting to. <br />That's my nature, so well you knew. <br /> <br />Yet, as each day goes by and you are not there, <br />My heart can longer compare. <br />What it was like to not have you, <br />To knowing in my heart that I want you. <br /> <br />I can count that I'm sorry's from here until time is no more. <br />I can count that the regret's from now until you tell me to move on. <br /> <br />I can't undo the anger, <br />I can't undo the shame. <br />I can't erase the heartache, <br />Or let go of the blame. <br /> <br />In my choices I have made, <br />Bad one, good ones, lousy ones to. <br />Yet, I think I hit gold when I chose you. <br /> <br />Because at the end of it all, <br />We love who we love, no picture perfect, no it can't be undone. <br /> <br />A far cry from salvation, to a long walk on the beach. <br />You are what lifts me up, you are what give's me peace. <br />I think of loosing you, and my heart skips a beat. <br />I think of another, trying to do as you ask and see what my heart really seeks. <br /> <br />But, always it comes back to that one simple thing, <br />I can't stop thinking, <br />When will he love me again? <br />Hold me in his arms, and tell me he loves me like before. <br />Tell me its ok, we have each other, life can knock on our door. <br />What ever the decision, what ever the choice our hearts will decide together and we will make that choice. <br /> <br />Today, I'm sorry for all that has happened. <br />Tomorrow I will be to. <br />Today, I hope you will forgive me, <br />Tomorrow, I still love you.<br /><br />Rachel Fogle<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/jay/
