i've been pushed dowm so many times <br />i feel this time will be the last <br />as i lay here fading <br />my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past <br />i feel the pressures of shame and rejection building <br />as i lay here on the floor <br />i have no strenght to get up <br />i'm not worth it anymore<br /><br />Cynthia Silvera<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/am-i-worth-it/