Whenever I call thy name, I get psyched out <br />I'm thy mischievous son, hoping thou forgive me my debts <br />That once I was born in heaven, there is no doubt <br />I recall myself as a sinless kid surrounded by pets <br /> <br />The skies painted with nonexistent color delivered me from evil <br />Together with the angels, I could cross oceans of stars <br />My heart was unfamiliar to fear, and it did revel <br />Until my second nativity on earth left ugy scars <br /> <br />How longer do I have to suffer before turning back? <br />In the dark I grope for the door, yet it's still locked <br />I wish I were closer to thou not only after I hit the sack <br />I dream of a palpable passageway to heaven, but it's blocked<br /><br />Aram Stefanian<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/closer-7/