How i wish that things turned out <br />Different <br /> <br />I saw you, <br />Us, <br />going down a different path <br /> <br />I feel so guilty, <br />I'm a horrible person <br /> <br />See, I can only imagine <br />What you must be going through <br />Yet all I can think about is how this <br />effects me <br /> <br />I have such selfish thoughts <br />Like how I won't have you there, <br />to experiance that first party <br />Or the day that I turn 18 <br /> <br />I will never be able <br />to take up your day <br />Or even an entire night <br /> <br />We will never be able to grow up together <br />And transform into the women <br />We are meant to be <br /> <br />Your baby will have you all himself <br />And for that I fell sick, <br />With myself <br /> <br />Because I resent this <br />helpless life, <br />That has not even come to <br />Exist<br /><br />Madeline Fazio<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-selfish/
