I have dreamt of this experiance for such a long time <br />I think I may have made my expections just a little <br />high <br /> <br />I don't feel independent <br />or free <br />or revived <br /> <br />I feel weighed down <br />and stressed <br />and out of the loop <br /> <br />This is nothing how I thought it would be <br />I hope this gets better <br />Before I decide to leave<br /><br />Madeline Fazio<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-what-i-thought/
